Unlocking Julia's Diary - Daily Diary Entries
Friday, January 1st--1864
Last night we retired in peace
and quietude, feeling that we had been wonderfully preserved from the ravages
during the past year. We had been so long unmolested that we almost ceased to
fear for the future and to settle down in quiet indifference. All our neighbors
had fled into the interior with one exception. Kate Lang had remained although
ready to flee at the first approach of danger.
We were startled from a sound
sleep by Sybil and Gussie coming in to tell us that a shell had just been fired
on our Bluff, and that the Yankees were probably at the wharf. Mr. Fisher very
incredulous went out to explore, but soon returned laughing at the lively imagination
of the household, nothing was to be seen or heard. Gussie caught his gun and
ran down to the mill. We went to bed again and to sleep. Soon Gussie returned
with the information that the old mill was on fire and the yankees had taken
to their boats and gone down the river. So they had come at last and caught us
napping.
The pickets were roused from
their slumbers by the firing of the shell and ran to the woods leaving horses
and guns behind. The shell went through the warehouse bursting inside, destroying
some nice machinery and throwing the door from its hinges. They then fired small
arms, one shot raised a splinter on Mr. Brazil's House.
We conclude that they
intended firing the new mill first, but perhaps seeing Mrs. Brazil, who
was spinning by a bright fire, and knowing that her family might be endangered
by it, dropped down to the old mill, where they soon made an illumination.
Capt. Beadick's company came down in the morning viewed the ruins and returned.
On Christmas night "Fairfields" was burnt a little before, "Bellevue" both
old homes of Mr. Floyd.
This is the beginning of
our New Year and we have had many deprivations since the beginning of this war,
but no actual suffering. Our main living has been pork, rice and hominy--parched
grits for coffee without milk or sugar. How often we talk of the good things
we once enjoyed and wonder if we shall ever enjoy them again. A slice of bread
and butter and a sweetened cup of tea would be a treat indeed, such a treat as
we have not enjoyed for more than a year. Our severe trials appear to be just
commencing. Thus far war has been in the distance, now its ravages are
becoming tangible.
Sybil feels almost overwhelmed
with her many trials, and predicts a gloomy future. Our greatest trial at present,
is this exile from friends. We feel completely bound--there is no way of escape.
Only one letter has reached us in two years from home and that contained
the news of my Mother's death. Oh! how I long to fly away and be free--must
we be pent in the wilderness for years yet to come? We see no prospect
of peace.
People are afraid to let us have their negroes, we are so near
the coast. We have now a man and woman and two children but they are
not enough. Dianah is now away having her Christmas and we feel quite uncomfortable
to be obliged to cook and run about in the cold. Although we live so
retired and so plain there is a good deal of work to be done on the place.
Mr. Fisher and John are clearing up a new place and making fence for a
garden. We have been down to see the ruins--the wind blows and it is the
coldest day of the season--thermometer at 22.